I don't know what I would have done without her. But now I miss her so much. I found a whole new life with her. Then she wanted to find a life without me. And I had to find out the hard way.
I felt so good when I was around her. Her lips were so soft, and when she kissed me, the whole world around us disappeared. When she smiled at me, I lost interest in everything except her. I would get lost in her eyes. I dreamed of her at night, and I thought that the rest of my life was going to be spent with her.
Then I showed up at her house unexpectedly. She was on the porch, and she was kissing another guy. My stomach started to hurt. I wanted to scream in rage. I started to cry instead. I took off the bracelet that she gave me. It had both of our names on it, and it said she loved me on the back.
I walked up on the porch while they were still in the midst of a kiss. She was shocked to see me. I dropped the braclet in her lap and I walked away.
She called me that night. I didn't answer, but I listened as she left a message on the answering machine. She said that she didn't mean for this to happen. She wanted to see me. She wanted to explain.
What was there to explain? She wanted to tell me why she had destroyed my life? Was that supposed to help?
There is no meaning to my life anymore.
Women cannot be trusted. They don't have any hearts. They exist to cause pain.
I will never love again. My heart is broken. Can you feel it?